Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Last Winter Night

It is 16.5 deg Celsius.
I am cold, and feeling pretty bad at the same time.

Every little things seem to be on the not so-right-track, although I must admit that I myself has chosen to ride on this track, at any possible consequences.

12 hours from now, I'll be flying on Malaysian air space, awaiting for landing at 12.30pm. And guess how I feel now, especially after browsing thru all the company emails stocked in my inbox for the pass few days?????

I SERIOUSLY do not feel like going back, especially to work, not in my current office, or to be frank, not for my current company. I have never felt that pressured and depressed of going back to work, that I stupidly hope myself to be quarantined for a week or so. Purpose? Simply to settle down myself, emotionally and mentally, and maybe to tidy up the mess at home in my room.

I am such a loser in handling pressure, feelings, and emotion. :(

Saturday, June 27, 2009

老外的国度

在这过了三天就已经有一种冲动要放弃在马的生活
后悔当初为什么不硬要求到此完成大学的最后一年?

再次了解为何老妈当年反对我到美国舅舅那去升学
因为送了一个孩子出国就等于卖了孩子给那个国家。


不知不觉爱上了老外的国度
希望这只是暂时的过度好感。

Friday, June 26, 2009

六月二十六日,珀斯


爱死了小冬天的冷与凄美
还有香浓可口的热巧克力。

I have had 3 mugs of hot chocolate since yesterday. :)

Sunday, June 21, 2009

假期愉快前的不怎么愉快

因为,堆积如山的工作和禽流感的蔓延
所以,我在考虑是否要延迟我这趟旅程


今天的感觉,好像有少许厌倦了城市的快速度
看回那天在关丹工作完后开车到Cherating湾的照片
脚下的细沙,清澈的海水,凉爽的海风,和飞翔的风筝
真想念当时在沙滩上自在的三小时,还轻松地小睡了一会儿


p/s -
我知道现在经历的是一种生活的磨练
所以我选择了沉默或尽可能不去埋怨

Friday, June 19, 2009

谢谢,我Forever18! (con't)

我从关丹回来了!拍了些照片迟些再看有没有心情分享。xD

继续少少我一年一度的Forever18~
因为这些人是非谢不可,照片非po不可的!

最窝心蛋糕
specially homemade by Esther Saw


最贴心蛋糕
personally delivered by JC


最没惊喜的惊喜蛋糕
presented by TUC-NMA Team
<< 没有照片因为我赶着出发到关丹所以从‘用紧急会议’来骗我入房到唱生日歌到吹蜡烛到切蛋糕到分蛋糕到吃完蛋糕打包都以最快速度进行。谢谢啦WanMei Patrick Theresa Lauren Chris & Eunice!不过这个屎Q已经用了第三次liao,我们是TUC的marketing精英leh所以拜托下次创新一点可以没有?哈哈哈~ >>

有空的话,明天到Midvalley找我吃午餐吹下水咯!
我会在MVEC里卖劳力,西右there~

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

谢谢,我Forever18!

谢谢饼干和宝贝的用心和蛋糕
谢谢女儿和马艾克的场地供应
谢谢旧公司的同事的午餐聚会
谢谢爸爸妈妈的努力把我生下来辛苦养大
谢谢大家的简讯,电话,MSN和Facebook的祝贺

今天是六月十七日,是我的18岁生日!
别惊奇,我年年18,Forever18!万岁~~~~


吃到不成型liao的New York Cheese Cake,除了谢谢还是谢谢!

明天又~要出差到关丹直到周五才回来。
希望周六在MidValley的展览后可以好好休息pillow talk咯!

晚安各位,我年年十八岁~ !


ps/ 故意忘了18要+7。

Monday, June 15, 2009

捞吉慢day

行尸走肉般度过了一整天,因为昨天的倦意被带来了今天。10个见面的人就有5个会问我是不是病了,我choi choi choi再在给你反弹啊!!!我不可以病,也没有时间病。

其余的人问就问对了,倦意写在脸上大大个很清楚liao咯。你想啦,温暖的周日早上七早八早在路上奔驰三个半小时到关丹,在酒店里呆六个小时‘接客’,然后马上又奔驰三个半小时回来。

想起昨下午开车回来的时候还蛮恐怖的,天色又暗,人又累,再飞百三。幸好其他两人都在钓鱼去,不然今天可能要请法师来要帮他们收惊。

今早更衰,开水龙头时竟然跟我出黄泥水!!头没洗,凉没冲,在厨房刷牙洗脸带隐性眼睛,然后出门去。都已经够累了还不让我冲凉提神,衰哦~!!!

7点下班后被约到ss2的夜市走一回。开心的是遇到中学隔壁班的同学们更为他们的制作中的短片上镜献丑了几秒,也遇到明仔Anson和一起去看阿鱼演唱会的好朋友。


谢谢大豆约我出来,有放松了一点,也吃到很饱。送我草莓有点过熟,但还没有吃不懂甜不甜。

Sunday, June 14, 2009

明天玩消失可以吗?No!

妈妈问:

你换了这份工,月薪多了一点,但是工作量好像多了几倍?

我答:

。。。。。。 因为性质不同,问号(?)。

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

刚看了阿鱼的演唱会,很棒!
但是我却有点high不起来,心很闷,一直放不下昨天的事,泪水被歌声和歌词逼出来,在眼眶里打滚了无数次。

回家路程遇到警察block路,又那么‘好彩’被停了下来,手电筒照了照驾照,这下子更‘好彩’,过了期我都没发现。要上法庭还是请喝茶?请喝茶,一个人10块,5个人50块,不翼而飞。

明天去关丹公干,0700起床,0745集合,0800出发,1200 抵达,1800完工赶回来,2200到公司,2300到家。还不懂女同事愿不意驾车,驾得是否心甘情愿。

受不了自己了。

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

就是没奈何

也许公司要cut cost,还是其他不可告人的因素,
09年新加入的员工都没有安排大厦内的免费停车位。

你要方便?要遮风挡雨?要停在大厦内?
自己每个月缴RM170咯!

可惜我只是个打工仔,一个月挖RM170出来parking,
加上家里这边每月Rm50,我宁可.... 还是别乱说话。

所以为了省钱,我只好牺牲自己,不只日晒雨淋还要吃灰尘。

除非你够胆illegal parking,不然每个月RM50最便宜了!停哪里?
停大厦斜对面和廉价公寓公用的沙石地露天停车场,又称乱葬岗咯!

众所周知,便宜没好货,而且还要付出代价。
两条他奶奶胸部下垂的无良车主把我可怜的小灰搞到。。。

遍体



鳞伤 !! T.T"



哦多么痛的领悟~~~~~!!!

说真的,我早就预料有今天。
不过可以怎样?就是没奈何~

Monday, June 8, 2009

脑袋空空的周一去吃冰

这几天,不用说,天气热到不像样,而且还会越夜越热那种。
眼看冰箱里的冷饮快喝完,昨晚匆匆到超级市场补货买了牛奶两盒!
送了kitkit回家后突然想吃冰,跑去快乐豆打包红豆冰回家消暑。
Blerkkkk~不好吃咯!味道就是红豆加挫冰,融合不来的都!又贵!


刚刚晚饭后又嘴巴痒吵着要吃冰,拖了奶大那粒去Snowflake一坐。
芋圆绿豆莲子珍珠冰!!!好吃又便宜咯!!!虽然已是第二次吃。
特别喜欢芋圆的口感,QQ滑滑的,咀嚼后甜味就会冒出来跟你说Hi!
老实说,在这么一个大热夜里,一碗怎么够过瘾,多来半碗才对!

关于今天,办公室特奇冷清,而且工作方面有点难以进入状况。
就,你有没有试过那种上周工作的记忆都被周末啃食掉的感觉?
完全记不起该call谁该followup什么该安排那个行程该找谁商量。
我坐在位子上发了一早上呆,午餐后才渐渐进入状况开始工作。

今天是有史以来最不productive最浪费时间的一天。

Saturday, June 6, 2009

脸皮薄的生日要什么?

一位好姐妹兼好知己问,生日想收到什么礼物。
我脸皮不够厚所以一时还真想不出要什么,不好意思的嘛!

不过既然她问到那么直接用心,我当然不可以让她失望。
就,嗯。。。我的小灰不怎么行了,就一辆新车吧!!O.o"
或者是相机?要DSLR那种,不然至少是Canon的Powershot!
不够吗?手机也开始发神经了,你要送iPhone还是黑梅子呢?

以上都是开玩笑的,但以下却不是搞笑的。


没有啦都是开玩笑的啦!我脸皮薄到千真万确的!
但相机和领带(细的!)倒是很需要。嘻嘻~ xD

真真假假,假假真真。有时候不去想不去了解更为快乐。
六月双子月份,pai seh如果我无意中秀出了双重性格。

Thursday, June 4, 2009

21 more days to WA!!!

And so this morning, I went directly to main campus for CLIOD. Had to drag myself up an hour earlier but was still fine, fine as we were provided with free scrumptious breakfast and a bunch of young kids to ...see! Ah so innocent & fres..... friendly!

As for the evening part, I went back to main campus again for the 3rd photo shooting session. This time, it's 'all about the COVER BOYS & GIRLS'!! But something came up and we decided to go allllll the way to Sri Hartamas campus, cause you know lar, that place is a few times more colorful, modern, new, higher class, and more places to snap around with.


The above is our models(1, or 2 of them might look familiar to you hehe!) and the photographer cum ex-fashion model kononnya cum graphic designer for my baby -- the booklet I am currently producing. Location? Le library! Fyi, the far end corner of this library is thickly carpeted and equiped with bean bagssssss, I mean as in freaking lotsss of bean bagssssss, just for the students to hang out and relax. I seriously thought of sneaking one out and bring home, one small one will do! LOL!


Last but not lease, caught in the stupid petrol burning Federal Jam!

Blogging for the sake of blogging is seriously not easy.
Haiz nothing else la, kthxbye~

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

纯粹应酬


你表现的所有都显得纯粹在应酬
而我对你的又何止是纯粹的应酬
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
今天穿了浅紫线条上衣加深紫小斑点领带和黑色西装裤。
昨天完全就是中度折磨,所以累得晚上脑袋关机,睡着。
现在还在发困,可是咖啡对肠胃不好所以暂时还是免了。
如果办公室里有间休息室有沙发的话,我肯定躲进去睡。
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
今天起我再也不对你说想你了,再也不会对你说了!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Alarm is set at 6:30am

OH MY GOD HELP ME I AM STILL AWAKE HERE CANT SLEEP CANT CLOSE MY EYES PEACEFULLY WITHOUT THINKING OF YESTERDAY TODAY AND TOMORROW WORK WORK AND WORK CANT STOP THINKING OF SOMEBODY THAT I FEEL SO COMFORTABLE BEING WITH CANT STAND THE DEPRESSION HIDDEN INSIDE THE SKINS SHOULD STOP WATCHING BUT AM TOO INTO IT AH MISS THE MOMENT HANGING OUT WITH FP GANG SHIT I REALLY MUST DO SOMETHING BOUT THESE BEFORE I GET MYSELF INTO TROUBLE AND I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO MY TRIP I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT BUT BEFORE THAT TOO MUCH TO BE DONE NEED TO GIVE TRAVEL NEED TO TALKS AND THIS AND THAT BOO HOO BEEN THINKING ABOUT YOU AND WHAT ARE YOU DREAMING AND WHO IS IN IT OH SHUT SHOULD GO OFFLINE AND FULL STOP

Monday, June 1, 2009

六月飞霜?

我多么想亲眼见证,可是不可能发生在这个国度的啦!
没关系,我快要出发到南方的冬天,没有雪地的冬天。


蛋糕,没有送出去的蛋糕,在静静的夜里,我一口口啃下。
它,甜得我糖分充沛,酸得我思绪飘逸,苦得我自娱自乐。

还有一块没有送出的提拉米苏,你要吃吗?