Monday, July 30, 2018

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Somehow, the darker side of me wishes you will not forget what happened during the same 'closing' day in February, the day you and the so-called best friend of mine painfully ruined my life. One is working in Singapore and one is travelling in Spain. Both so horny that nothing could have stopped you from doing what you should not. Ass holes!

Friday, April 13, 2018

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5 things I'm grateful for
- Our flight arrived ahead of schedule
- Grab arrived shortly and shiftly
- Heard 叶子on radio which is one of my fav song
- Read Peter Su's post which are totally relating to my current feelings and situation
- Glad to be home

1 thing went wrong
- I still check his IG, which I should really stop doing

Thursday, March 22, 2018

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我把你的FB扔进了Restricted list。
我把你的IG赶除在把自己的private了。
我不想看到你的邋遢生活,也不想让你偷窥我的新生活。
我怀念从前,非常怀念,所以我更需要把回忆暂时封锁。

就这样。

Thursday, March 8, 2018

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You know, there are so many places that we have yet been to, Tasmania, New Zealand, IndoChina, or even as near as DreamCruise. I will definitely achieve those on my own. Thanks to you.

Tuesday, March 6, 2018

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I guess the hardest part of letting go someone is the big chunks of memories made together throughout the relationship. The regular places that you'd go, new places that you discovered together, things that you'd talk about, the skin and size of palm that you are still familiar with, even the smell of the person that is still lingering in your mind.


Monday, March 5, 2018

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如果我告诉你我没事,请不要轻易相信我,同时也不要低估我的坚强。

Thursday, March 1, 2018

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I had a feeling that March would be busy but beautiful. Luck must have been hiding too far from my side, making the first day of March itself one of the most memorable and painful days of my 34 pathetic years of life.
Everything just got doubled up, the subjects, the disappointment, the disgusts, basically everything there is in a drama of betrayal involving your bff and your bf.
So much for 20 years of friendship and 8 years of courtship. So much for the trust and respects earned. So much for every good things that has happened.
I trust you with all my heart, sharing with you my problems and daily lives, yet you crossed the bother that easily. Things would not end up thay ugly if it was someone else.
And you, I loved you with all my heart, forgiving over and over again on silly things you have done, yet you took it for granted. Those dirty talkings with strangers and my friends, disgusting! I love you, but I'm done with you hurting me over and over again.
Screw both of you!

Friday, December 22, 2017

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The scariest type of loneliness comes from within, that consumes you from inside out, until the extend where you don't see the purpose of being part of this world anymore. I'm not sure how long will this last me...

Monday, October 30, 2017

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1. Wireless bluetooth speaker for the living hall & kitchen
2. Microwave oven
3. Gas or electric stove
4. Robot vacuum
5. Table / stand fan
6. Queen size bed
7. IKEA sofa + coffee table + side table
8. GoPro 6
9. Nintendo Switch
10. Curtain

Wednesday, October 18, 2017

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之前不顾一切得要跟着过来,陪着他,参与他新生活的开始,现在却有点相反,觉得他并没有很珍惜我的陪伴。我想离开了。