光良品冠

拜拜后盘坐神坛上，背对着神像望着前方的排屋和天空。神坛很干净很舒服，有凉风。它好像这栋Condo的守护神，坐落在篱笆入口和电梯的中间位置，左右是Condo的两Block。Condo的印度人一家走过看了我一眼，怪怪的因为哪有人拜拜时是背对着神像的啊？前方的corner lot排屋，很熟悉。是Wayne的老家！也不懂哪来的肯定。来了辆甲虫还是mini车停在家门前，下车的两位竟然是超久未合体的 #光良品冠！！Wayne的一家出来迎接他们，收礼物合照什么的。我心想如果我过去有没有可能来张合照什么的？画面马上就跳过去了，他们两就在我面前。他们说Wayne家里的小孩参加网上活动赢了奖品，他们是负责送奖过来的，车子厂商就是赞助。忘了聊天内容，左后要求selfie，可是手机不听话，久久未能开去相机。光良滑了我的手机选filter，他喜欢怀旧/复古一点的feel。我们三的画面只出现在手机里1秒，照片还未拍，Wayne家的小孩跑过来说奖品里的铅笔用不着，问是否能退还。。。然后我就醒了。

Spotify听着光良品冠的playlist。

20180730

Somehow, the darker side of me wishes you will not forget what happened during the same 'closing' day in February, the day you and the so-called best friend of mine painfully ruined my life. One is working in Singapore and one is travelling in Spain. Both so horny that nothing could have stopped you from doing what you should not. Ass holes!

20180412

5 things I'm grateful for
- Our flight arrived ahead of schedule
- Grab arrived shortly and shiftly
- Heard 叶子on radio which is one of my fav song
- Read Peter Su's post which are totally relating to my current feelings and situation
- Glad to be home

1 thing went wrong
- I still check his IG, which I should really stop doing

20180321

我把你的FB扔进了Restricted list。
我把你的IG赶除在把自己的private了。
我不想看到你的邋遢生活，也不想让你偷窥我的新生活。
我怀念从前，非常怀念，所以我更需要把回忆暂时封锁。

就这样。

20180308

You know, there are so many places that we have yet been to, Tasmania, New Zealand, IndoChina, or even as near as DreamCruise. I will definitely achieve those on my own. Thanks to you.

20180306

I guess the hardest part of letting go someone is the big chunks of memories made together throughout the relationship. The regular places that you'd go, new places that you discovered together, things that you'd talk about, the skin and size of palm that you are still familiar with, even the smell of the person that is still lingering in your mind.

20180305

如果我告诉你我没事，请不要轻易相信我，同时也不要低估我的坚强。

20180301

I had a feeling that March would be busy but beautiful. Luck must have been hiding too far from my side, making the first day of March itself one of the most memorable and painful days of my 34 pathetic years of life.

Everything just got doubled up, the subjects, the disappointment, the disgusts, basically everything there is in a drama of betrayal involving your bff and your bf.

So much for 20 years of friendship and 8 years of courtship. So much for the trust and respects earned. So much for every good things that has happened.

I trust you with all my heart, sharing with you my problems and daily lives, yet you crossed the bother that easily. Things would not end up thay ugly if it was someone else.

And you, I loved you with all my heart, forgiving over and over again on silly things you have done, yet you took it for granted. Those dirty talkings with strangers and my friends, disgusting! I love you, but I'm done with you hurting me over and over again.

Screw both of you!

20171222

The scariest type of loneliness comes from within, that consumes you from inside out, until the extend where you don't see the purpose of being part of this world anymore. I'm not sure how long will this last me...

20171030

1. Wireless bluetooth speaker for the living hall & kitchen
2. Microwave oven
3. Gas or electric stove
4. Robot vacuum
5. Table / stand fan
6. Queen size bed
7. IKEA sofa + coffee table + side table
8. GoPro 6
9. Nintendo Switch
10. Curtain