20180301

I had a feeling that March would be busy but beautiful. Luck must have been hiding too far from my side, making the first day of March itself one of the most memorable and painful days of my 34 pathetic years of life.

Everything just got doubled up, the subjects, the disappointment, the disgusts, basically everything there is in a drama of betrayal involving your bff and your bf.

So much for 20 years of friendship and 8 years of courtship. So much for the trust and respects earned. So much for every good things that has happened.

I trust you with all my heart, sharing with you my problems and daily lives, yet you crossed the bother that easily. Things would not end up thay ugly if it was someone else.

And you, I loved you with all my heart, forgiving over and over again on silly things you have done, yet you took it for granted. Those dirty talkings with strangers and my friends, disgusting! I love you, but I'm done with you hurting me over and over again.

Screw both of you!

20171222

The scariest type of loneliness comes from within, that consumes you from inside out, until the extend where you don't see the purpose of being part of this world anymore. I'm not sure how long will this last me...

20171030

1. Wireless bluetooth speaker for the living hall & kitchen
2. Microwave oven
3. Gas or electric stove
4. Robot vacuum
5. Table / stand fan
6. Queen size bed
7. IKEA sofa + coffee table + side table
8. GoPro 6
9. Nintendo Switch
10. Curtain

20171018

之前不顾一切得要跟着过来，陪着他，参与他新生活的开始，现在却有点相反，觉得他并没有很珍惜我的陪伴。我想离开了。

20170730

谢谢你周五下班后就干过来陪伴。
谢谢你留了一点点韩式汉堡给我。
谢谢你陪我吃早午餐看看房地产。
谢谢你陪我搭了大半天的新捷运。
谢谢你陪我个大新捷运站走透透。
谢谢你与我共享我们都爱的大炒。
谢谢你为我买的青葡萄和水蜜桃。
谢谢你陪我看了想看的科幻电影。
谢谢你陪我吃章鱼烧和多味可松。
谢谢你陪我接好友出院吃饭回家。
谢谢你陪我到好友家当兼职狗友。
谢谢你这个周末过得太充实美好。

20170624

Everyone is STILL talking about working in Singapore, but nah not for me, I'm good here for now, would move home if I am to, in the future.

20170611

I am back here, it can only means something unpleasant is brewing, something I don't how to deal with.

20151011

当时把尊严完全抛开拼命挽留是为了？

Period

Period times call for period measures. Chocolate chocalate chips candy chocolate chocolate maggie curry and egg and finish with chocolate.

DEhydration

First time ever I have experience a 'real' dehydration, a 5-8% decrease in body water, causing fatigue and had no any sort of energy to go to work. I will never ever overestimate myself, no half marathon in a fever, must rest enough before and after any runs, and plenty of water after.

The doc has given me 2 days of MC, plus the EL I took yesterday, hopefully I will be fully functional by Friday. : )

Now, what's for dinner? (not porridge)